So, it’s been a while, so thought had better blog and update you all on life!
Well, life is one of the main
updates actually, as, take a seat my friends…..I am PREGNANT.
Not at all planned or expected but
it would seem a little (female) life is growing inside me, due in April! I
found out a few weeks after my last blog post, so you can imagine, the very
thought was furthest from my mind.
I can’t say it was the easiest
start for the poor thing, as I was rehearsing a rather energetic show with full
on dance routines until she was 12 weeks in utero, plus coming off my
antidepressants was a struggle. I didn’t feel able to process the information
and deal with all the chemicals, leaving and entering my body.
Thankfully things have levelled
out a little, but I am still coming to terms with things, trying to accept I am
having another child, even with its relentless booting of my belly button!!
O is delighted to be finally
becoming a big sister and is thankful it is not boy (LOLZ), although they can
never be 100% sure at scans, so better not buy too much girlie shizzle, eh?
The other big development is with
The Eel and Her.
It is over.
Well, that came as quite a shock
and after briefly speaking with The Eel, it seems there is no way back. I
actually feel rather sad for him, especially given my news. I also feel for O,
as she will no doubt not see much of Her and A, her son, whom she had started
to think of as a brother. Another Dad and child she has left…how many more
hearts will she break?!
So there you have it my friends. A
short update on life within The Shoes camp…..fasten your seat belts, the ride
may just get bumpy. ;-)